aku redha dengan sume yang aku patut hadapi skun , mmg berat utk aku terima bile dapat thu bnde ney . urgghh ! besar sangat ujian darinya utk aku , im not tough enough . god , i believe there is wisdom behind this test . pressed myself to stay fit and smile to everyone that i'd meet; fake smile ! still unbelievable all of these happening to me . that made me sick to stayin' wake up in the morning and preferred to sleep early . bytheway , pray for me :)